My whole purpose of creating this blog was to talk about stuff that means something to me.
Right now my brain is in total chaos. I'm a writer and its p[ing] me off that I cant write anything worth quality. It just all seems to come out as garbage. I have people who read my work and tell me its good, but none of that seems to matter if you yourself don't believe that. I think I tried working on a brand new plot 6 different times with different starts and each one came out WRONG. Its beyond frustrating. Normally music will help me instantly but that doesn't even work. I wonder if your brain can be in a recession.....If so I think that's what's going on. I told my best friend that my creative genesis ran away because I was using it too much. I think that's what happened. Somebody told me not to rush it and to just let it come to me, unfortunately I'm not that type of person. I think I have O.C.D. or something when it comes to writing or anything that deals with talent. I have to keep going and going and going until its perfect.
Perfectionist maybe?
